Yup that sums it up. Tomorrow is bittersweet because in many ways I am excited about returning to work and using skills that have been collecting dust over the past few months. The other part of me is trying to tape together my broken heart for leaving my baby girl at day-care. I have not been away from her for more than a couple of hours since she was born. From rooming with us the entire hospital stay to STILL being in our bedroom to sleep at night, she is my little button that is always with me.
I have received so many kind emails and calls from mom's who have been there and done the same thing. I REALLY appreciate all of the support and yes, I know I can do it. I know the first few weeks will stink. I know it will get easier. I know she will love it.
My brain knows all of this.
My heart doesn't.
